Still Walking the path of the Burden
一了百了- Sh!n
一辈子两个人在一起
你说要加个或?
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语只是你比较实际
两个人一辈子不分离
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲
你说最美的爱情叫回应
为何连分手都不跟我争吵
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平
情难灭 梦难了 心难过 你却放手 一了百了
离开我你说是为了我好
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了没有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了何必再继续彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱
从今就一了百了

Life goes on no matter how fucked up can it be.. But the truth remains Silent..

-WesT-

1:20 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
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Shattered, bit by bit...

After making myself clear,
I've finally,
Ended things myself..

Coz I couldn't bare the unbarable truth..
Everything...

Vanish into thin air.. Just like that..

Just when I really got too serious with What I'm into,
It just ended up giving a big blow into my fucked up life..
The truth was there, n I couldn't hide from the truth..
I forced myself not to cry, not to mourn,
Coz whatever happens, I deserve it..

But everynight,
whenever I think about it..
I wepted..
Every drop of tears,
reminds me of all the pain that I'm going through..
all that blind promise that wasnt complete..
How hurtful it is, to lose the person who mean so much to you..

Force..
I forced myself, not to remember any of it..
But whenever I just think about it,
Like a ghost, an Unfulfilled ghost,
it was there to haunt me..
Telling me such foolish i am,
How stupid i was,
to trust everything onto my own hands..
Because I was foolish enough,
to believe in myself..
To trust you so much,
To really think that We could just get along just fine..
To put everything I had,
into the hands whom I love so much..

But now,
I was wrong..
Everything..
Just when I was on the high clouds,
the balloon poped,
n I went down, Six feet under..
Like the wind, came n left..
and to never return..

I have made myself, into a stupid dumbfuck..
So what? if you laugh?
Like I give a damn..
Laugh all you want,
coz none were treasured,
For those who stabs me in the back..
Truly I can see, what type of friends are you..

But i would do anything,
I would give my life,
To hope and make a second chance,
to undo all these..
To start all over..
To change the past..

Coz I really can't let go,
and move on like this..
I miss you so much..
I truly love you..
But what done, has already been done..
I was dead wrong..
I was dead broken..



I was shattered, into pieces..






7:50 PM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
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Isn't it worth it?

After all what I've done,
What i've been through,
Is it ALL WORTH IT?

I waited so hard, 6 months to be excact..
After everything that I have Done,
You couldn't even See Me??

What is wrong with the damn world?

Same week, Same Time
I lost everything I have ever loved in my life..

I lost my wallet,
I lost my damn phone,
I lost the precious work that I've work so hard,
4 years, For FOUR DAMN YEARS,
I lost my 4th year,
by bloody 6 minutes..

I lost the person that I have been loving so much..

Unappreciated,
Unneeded,
Unwanted,
Unbearable situaiton..

How am I going to get through this?
Impact?
What the hell..
And everything that I have tried to accomplish,
Failed miserably..
Nothing ever go the way i wanted it to be..
Life was never easy..
I can't believe,
After everything we have been through,
HOW AM I to believe that It was all a lie?
After so much,
it was all just pretending wasnt it?
After all this, How am I to take in what you told me?
After all this promising, telling, feeling each other,
I cant believe, you broke my damn heart,
just like that..
And I was stupid enough,
To TRUST YOU SO MUCH..
It hurts, doesn't it?

So how?
Just let it be?
Go with the Flow?

What matters most to me,
I have already lost it all..
Heart Broken,
Regrets..
Sorry..

I really dont know what to do next..
What do they want from me?
Dissappear from this very face of this world?
What's left in me?

Why everything just shoots at you,
when you are just not ready for it?
After trying so hard,
Nothing was Achieved..
Nothing was worth it..

How the heck am I going to struggle through this?

What does God wants from me?
WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE WANTS!!!!

7:33 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
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Oh yeah~! ChickenFoot!!!
Introducing, ChickenFoot!!!
The band, The great Vocal Sammy Hagar(ex Van Halen), groovy Bassist Michael Anthony(ex Van Halen), The Great Guitarist Joe Satriani, And to complete the band, Chad Smith of Red hot Chilly peppers..


Their Emblem..

Official Advertisement..



And Coming soon, 2009, which actually, is already out! 5th Of JUNE!!
Finally!!! Yes, finally, a modern Blues-rock and Rock n Roll Album from a variety of GREAT Musicians!! 11 great songs.. I'm so going to buy this album when i reaches sdk stores!!! Coz this album is just the bomb!! Great Guitar solos from the prof.Satch, and Great vocals from Sammy, which I love from his previos works on Van Halen, ex, 5150 album..
Yes, finally A modern true Rock n Roll Album!! I've heard a lot of their previews and songs from youtube, and Finally, they have a new music video for their new singles, Oh Yeah in youtube.. You can check it out here:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKkxxLEBwBo
Chickenfoot album hit #4 in the Top200 Billboard charts n #1 in the Indie Billboard Charts.. ON IT's FIRST WEEK!!! great??? Oh yes it is!!
So if you love rock n Roll and Amazing guitar solos, check this out!
ChiauzZ,
WesT

4:32 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
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Days goes by..
Well, Reflecting a lot, realizing a lot..

Oh yes I did.. Holiday was fun.. HAHAHAHA..
So tomorrow is school day already, Am ready for it.. But, hmmph.. I'll just go with the flow.. Controlling myself.. Owh well..

Excited? nah.. Just ready only..

Been thinking a lot.. Only to realize how silly it is to think so much about it.. View the big picture..

Feeling hurt about relationships, glad.. Dissappointed, Hoped..
Haih, it's getting so complicated now.. When? That's the question..

What the hell.. Just go with it..

Interprete post soon..

ChiauzZ,
WesT

3:26 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
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Back.. And moving Foward..
I'm currently recovering from the worst hang over I'd ever had.. Everything I ate just get thrown up on my way going back. .Owh God, Suffering.. Lost my voice, big headache, even this time panadols cant help.. Now I'm jsut resting at home.. Glad to be back, and breathe the fresh air of sdk.. but the sickening weather is still there..

Oh well, Holiday was fun, but after this, it'll be my time to move on and get serious about my life.. I'm taking back charge of my life, and moving forward to a better time.. I'd learnt a lot, who my true friends are, who matters most to me.. Sometimes, It's better to just think more positively, and get rid of those who are pulling you behind..

What matters more is the future towards me.. I won't care much, unless people around me are looking at me more positively.. And so, I dont care.. Once I'm done with the matter, I'm not going to care about what happens next.. I have my own life and love ones to care about..

So, another boring post today, now i gotta go rest.. I'm feeling damn sick now.. T.T ..

next post, hopefully, fun and Music..

ChiauzZ everyone,
WesT

peace~

2:25 PM
Friday, June 12, 2009
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Updates~!
It's a double post for today.. Since I'm free, So i'll do so..

The great news is, Holidays Are COMING~!!!! N i'm going to KK with my couzs n bro.. Hopefully, it will be a fine trip.. and I'm ready to show my dad My report card results.. Hahaha.. And mayb will start to plan my futher studies too..

Glad that Teacher's day went well today.. So nice that everything was okay.. Just tired, tat's all.. N now to focus on Drama, which is next month.. After that will be all on studies..

Going with the flow, walking away from my mistakes, and Not turning back at all..

Well, She's gone to KL for holiday already, so jealous.. LOL.. Hope she enjoys her time there.. I'm so going to miss her so so so so so so much.. I am already.. T.T sobz..

Oh well, All well, ends well..

ChiauzZ,
WesT

3:35 PM
Thursday, May 28, 2009
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Music survey..
I found this survey very funny, n I wanted to do this.. LOL.. But it's kindda Harsh to certain ppl, anyway, Here it goes..

1. Your prefered music genres are?
Hmm, Mostly Rock and Metal.. But jazz, blues and a little good oldies + pop is ok for me also.. Depends to the quality of the music..

2. Favorite Artists?
Metallica, Megadeth, Disturbed, Dream theater, Zakk Wylde(for Ozzy Osbourne n Black Label Society, Velvet Revolver, Satriani, Steve vai, n Many many many more.. LOL

3. What bands or solo Artist are gay or Over-rated to you?
JONAS Brothers~!!!!!, Saving Abel, My chemical Romance.. N some other tat i Couldnt think of now..

4. How will you compare Your Favorite music with other genres?
Well, The main reason I like Metal n Rock musics are the Riffs and Solos that E-guitar could do.. And usually, the Rough Voice and nice lyrics, with Good background music, like Dream theater, with a keyboards and so.. Compare to Pop, Metal n Rock music that I listen to, are much more to technical, while pop music are just simple and okok also.. N rock music are Loud, I kindda like loud music, and Compare to Pop and R&B, I think Metal has more room for creativity..

5. Compare Megadeth and Metallica.
How the hell you compare these great bands??? LOL.. Eventhough they are trash metal, But their styles are all different.. Technically, I think Megadeth is better.. But metallica is more melodic, n has more publicity than the other metal bands..

6. Your Big Five bands are?
Metallica, Megadeth, Disturbed, Dream Theater n Ac/Dc

7. What will your perfect song be?
Haha.. Meaningful lyrics, very nice melody, full of riffs, and most importantly, a very very good guitar solo..

8. Favorite songs from each big 5?
Kick the Chair- Megadeth, The Unforgiven - Metallica, Stricken - Disturbed, In the Name of God - Dream theater, Back in Black - Ac/Dc

9. What do you think about Dave Mustainne, Do you know him?
Hahahaha.. Of course I know Dave mustaine.. LOL.. Any1 Who listens to metal music must know Dave, he's like the only person I know, who can sing, play these crazy n complex riffs while singing.. N he's damn good at composing songs, nearly all the songs in Megadeth's album has his writing credits..

10. What music will your favorite genre mix with?
Ochestra!!!! S&M, metallica and San Fransico Symphony is like the greatest remix ever.. I have that album n Enjoyed it A lot!!!

11. Name A few bands back at the 60-70s that you listen to..
Deep Purple, Led Zeppelin, Black Sabbath, The Who, Rolling Stones, Pink Floyd, The Eagles, The Beatles, Rainbow, and A few more that I forgotten.. I dun really listen much to them..

12. Do you think that Alternative bands are good?
Yea, of course.. Alternative Rock and Metal are good to me.. Linkin Park, Breaking Benjamin, are some of the great bands carrying the name alternative with them..

13. Favourite drummer?
Mike Portnoy, Dream theater..

14. Musicians that you admire a lot?
Zakk Wylde, coz his guitar solos are very nice n creative, John Petrucci who can Shred n solo like a mad person.. And Joe satriani, who makes guitar sing in songs..

15. Bands that you dont think they are cool, but people think they are?
My chemical romance, ugh... Coldplay, a little too over-rated but I still like their old albums..
Sex Pistol,coz think punk rock is kindda boring, Green Day, same reason as Sex pistols, Fall Out boys, just not my type..

16. If you have a chance to Jam with your favourite band, who will it be?
OMG, Metallica Of course.. N Maybe Velvet Revolver too.. LOL

17. A message to People who loves music?
Appreciate them, listen and learn.. Metal music Rocks.. hahaha .. Rock On everyone!

End..

WesT

2:56 PM

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Moderate..
Well, as come to it sees, My results were moderate.. Haih.. I should've worked harder.. LOL.. Now i regret? No at all.. XD

So, my standing is not bad, Averages are satisfying.. For me tat is.. Hahahaha.. 28 for add maths, 33 for sejarah n 30 for bio.. LOLness in the air.. XD

Coz of these 3 stupid subjects, they pulled my final average down to 56+ .. Wat the fuck??? hahaha.. At least I did well in my favourite subs la.. I dont care..

Next Post, Music post.. Check it out soon..

ChiauzZ,
WesT

4:56 PM
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
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Pissed..
Yea.. It was a fine sunday.. Until I found out what the fuck was this ASSHOLE doing behind my back..

I am only blogging here, TO release a statement:

Dear Fucker,

You can now FUCK OFF in my life, Coz Honestly, I had enough OF this Kind Of FUCKERs Calling themselves friends, but still stabs your back n Gossips around you, WHEN you are already treating them so nicely, n friendly, as a good friend.. Thx FOR NOTHING FUCK FACE.. N FROM THIS VERY MOMENT of releasing this statement, I NO LONGER Know This FUCKER ANYMORE.. N I wont fucking regret this.. The only thing I regret IS that Why didnt I do this LONG AGO.. I shouldnt have tolerated so much, trying so nice to be a good friend..WHEN that FUCKER only know HOW TO STAB YOUR BACK.. Ohhh.. How wonderful is that.. How lowly n lifeless... How enjoying to see stupidity at it's Maximum Stage.. Gossiping, abt a good friend, IS TOTALLY UNACCEPTABLE to me.. So fuck face,

FUCK OFF..

WesT

9:25 PM
Sunday, May 17, 2009
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