Delayed post..
Argh... I'd been trying so damn hard to update these days.. Zzzz.. I could hardly even touch the computer once a week.. N the facebook notifications will be like 99-1**++ notifications, n usually, i miss everything.. Zzzz
Sick.. I wanna get a laptop ASAP!!!
Owh well, I'm really trying hard to get my driving license now, hopefully, by the end of october.. THat's the plan... Anyway, Im so glad that I got over with Excel already.. It has been driving me nutz.. Hahaha.. Owh yea, N Luckily i was still able to get in touch with the music Industry.. n Guess What?? The highly anticipated Megadeth Album with Chris Broderick as Lead guitarist IS OUT!!!
Yea... cant wait to hear the samples before buying the album.. Hahaha..
Oh well, I'll give a review once i'm done with the sampling when I have the time.. What to do tomorrow???? It's holidayS~! Ideas any1??
I gtg now.. haha
ChiauzZ,
WesT
10:52 PM
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
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Kicking it back~
I just love this picture taken by claire.. XD
Haha.. I'm on my full mode right now after a month of hitting back.. So everything is normal already.. Will start blogging soon..
So I picked a fine day, which is today, to blog.. hahaha.. My blog has rotting like ages coz i havent find the right time n mood to blog.. I had been quite busy these days.. Going to gym, sports, n more sports.. I plan to get fitter this holiday week.. hahaha.. N maybe after spm, protein shakes to pump up n hit the gym again..
So Life has been so so.. very excited for tomorrow.. Coz I'll be having a lot of activities.. Can't wait for tomorrow.. hahaha.. Waiting for further confirmations.. Wee~
Has anyone been updating in music?? Can you guys please introduce me to some good bands, or metal bands?? I've been trying so damn hard just to find some good bands to listen to.. But I failed.. LOL.. Help any1? hahaha...
Oh well, I'll blog more tomorrow la.. Very tired now.. Wanna go take a nap.. haha.. Enjoy the holidays people~!! Happy holidays~!
ChiauzZ,
WesT
2:44 PM
Friday, August 21, 2009
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Busy..
Hey blog, i guess i havent blog for a long time, coz i couldn't find the right time to blog... Owh well..
I'm currently fine, n getting well..
I'll still be busy, till next time,
So sorry to abandon this blog.. lol
WesT
6:52 PM
Sunday, August 09, 2009
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I wear a mask..
No one knew who i was anymore..
It's like a lost of identity,
I just couldn't be myself..
I dont understand what's wrong..
I don't feel like I'm West anymore..
I just pretend to be who I am not,
I dun seem to understand myself..
I have a no name face..
What's wrong?
I don't understand..
Things arent just the way it used to be..
I guess things change, don't they?
Who's right, who's wrong,
No one is to know..
Everything just seem to tumble downward spiral..
I think My blog is gonna die soon,
with all the words of heart..
I better think of something Good to talk about,
before things get worse..
I can't live like this..
No, i cant..
I have the right to choose..
But it's all bad..
Let's just take the not so bad one,
shall we?
8:37 PM
Thursday, July 23, 2009
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Climbing up...
After going through all these, it's time..
After going through another failed relationship, sacrificing so much.. With a bad ending, I guess it is time, to move on.. Stucking in backwards just won't help myself.. Wouldn't it?
I've tried so hard to move on.. But it still wasn't enough.. I dont have the mood to do anything.. Not even my guitar.. All i do was just watch tv, waste my time on nothing, wandering like an unpurposed man.. Wat is it to do for me?
I really still miss you so much.. But there was nothing for me to do.. I couldn't walk over my life just like that.. I just don't understand myself.. I don't know what I want...
But anyhow, Life goes on, no matter how fucked up it is.. I gotta go plan myself back properly, n maybe move on.. I've fallen too damn deep this time..
Maybe when things are back to normal, n right, I might even consider kicking out the habit..
So what?
I don't know.. Uncertainty Fills my head.. Wth..
WesT
4:13 PM
Sunday, July 19, 2009
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一了百了- Sh!n
一辈子两个人在一起
你说要加个或?
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语只是你比较实际
两个人一辈子不分离
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲
你说最美的爱情叫回应
为何连分手都不跟我争吵
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平
情难灭 梦难了 心难过 你却放手 一了百了
离开我你说是为了我好
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了没有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了何必再继续彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱
从今就一了百了
Life goes on no matter how fucked up can it be.. But the truth remains Silent..
-WesT-
1:20 PM
Sunday, July 12, 2009
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Shattered, bit by bit...
After making myself clear,
I've finally,
Ended things myself..
Coz I couldn't bare the unbarable truth..
Everything...
Vanish into thin air.. Just like that..
Just when I really got too serious with What I'm into,
It just ended up giving a big blow into my fucked up life..
The truth was there, n I couldn't hide from the truth..
I forced myself not to cry, not to mourn,
Coz whatever happens, I deserve it..
But everynight,
whenever I think about it..
I wepted..
Every drop of tears,
reminds me of all the pain that I'm going through..
all that blind promise that wasnt complete..
How hurtful it is, to lose the person who mean so much to you..
Force..
I forced myself, not to remember any of it..
But whenever I just think about it,
Like a ghost, an Unfulfilled ghost,
it was there to haunt me..
Telling me such foolish i am,
How stupid i was,
to trust everything onto my own hands..
Because I was foolish enough,
to believe in myself..
To trust you so much,
To really think that We could just get along just fine..
To put everything I had,
into the hands whom I love so much..
But now,
I was wrong..
Everything..
Just when I was on the high clouds,
the balloon poped,
n I went down, Six feet under..
Like the wind, came n left..
and to never return..
I have made myself, into a stupid dumbfuck..
So what? if you laugh?
Like I give a damn..
Laugh all you want,
coz none were treasured,
For those who stabs me in the back..
Truly I can see, what type of friends are you..
But i would do anything,
I would give my life,
To hope and make a second chance,
to undo all these..
To start all over..
To change the past..
Coz I really can't let go,
and move on like this..
I miss you so much..
I truly love you..
But what done, has already been done..
I was dead wrong..
I was dead broken..
I was shattered, into pieces..
7:50 PM
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
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Isn't it worth it?
After all what I've done,
What i've been through,
Is it ALL WORTH IT?
I waited so hard, 6 months to be excact..
After everything that I have Done,
You couldn't even See Me??
What is wrong with the damn world?
Same week, Same Time
I lost everything I have ever loved in my life..
I lost my wallet,
I lost my damn phone,
I lost the precious work that I've work so hard,
4 years, For FOUR DAMN YEARS,
I lost my 4th year,
by bloody 6 minutes..
I lost the person that I have been loving so much..
Unappreciated,
Unneeded,
Unwanted,
Unbearable situaiton..
How am I going to get through this?
Impact?
What the hell..
And everything that I have tried to accomplish,
Failed miserably..
Nothing ever go the way i wanted it to be..
Life was never easy..
I can't believe,
After everything we have been through,
HOW AM I to believe that It was all a lie?
After so much,
it was all just pretending wasnt it?
After all this, How am I to take in what you told me?
After all this promising, telling, feeling each other,
I cant believe, you broke my damn heart,
just like that..
And I was stupid enough,
To TRUST YOU SO MUCH..
It hurts, doesn't it?
So how?
Just let it be?
Go with the Flow?
What matters most to me,
I have already lost it all..
Heart Broken,
Regrets..
Sorry..
I really dont know what to do next..
What do they want from me?
Dissappear from this very face of this world?
What's left in me?
Why everything just shoots at you,
when you are just not ready for it?
After trying so hard,
Nothing was Achieved..
Nothing was worth it..
How the heck am I going to struggle through this?
What does God wants from me?
WHAT THE FUCK DOES HE WANTS!!!!
7:33 PM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
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Oh yeah~! ChickenFoot!!!
Introducing, ChickenFoot!!!
The band, The great Vocal Sammy Hagar(ex Van Halen), groovy Bassist Michael Anthony(ex Van Halen), The Great Guitarist Joe Satriani, And to complete the band, Chad Smith of Red hot Chilly peppers..
Their Emblem..
Official Advertisement..
And Coming soon, 2009, which actually, is already out! 5th Of JUNE!!
Finally!!! Yes, finally, a modern Blues-rock and Rock n Roll Album from a variety of GREAT Musicians!! 11 great songs.. I'm so going to buy this album when i reaches sdk stores!!! Coz this album is just the bomb!! Great Guitar solos from the prof.Satch, and Great vocals from Sammy, which I love from his previos works on Van Halen, ex, 5150 album..
Yes, finally A modern true Rock n Roll Album!! I've heard a lot of their previews and songs from youtube, and Finally, they have a new music video for their new singles, Oh Yeah in youtube.. You can check it out here:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KKkxxLEBwBo
Chickenfoot album hit #4 in the Top200 Billboard charts n #1 in the Indie Billboard Charts.. ON IT's FIRST WEEK!!! great??? Oh yes it is!!
So if you love rock n Roll and Amazing guitar solos, check this out!
ChiauzZ,
WesT
4:32 PM
Monday, June 15, 2009
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Days goes by..
Well, Reflecting a lot, realizing a lot..
Oh yes I did.. Holiday was fun.. HAHAHAHA..
So tomorrow is school day already, Am ready for it.. But, hmmph.. I'll just go with the flow.. Controlling myself.. Owh well..
Excited? nah.. Just ready only..
Been thinking a lot.. Only to realize how silly it is to think so much about it.. View the big picture..
Feeling hurt about relationships, glad.. Dissappointed, Hoped..
Haih, it's getting so complicated now.. When? That's the question..
What the hell.. Just go with it..
Interprete post soon..
ChiauzZ,
WesT
3:26 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
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